Even though chads past is in his past for a reason and I completely understand that it’s staying there for good, I still can’t help but be jealous of all these girls that got to spend all these memories with him before me! I just can’t help but torture myself by going back and seeing it all on his fb. Constant status updates and wall posts about him lovin his “baby dee” and him not being able to “wait till he sees her beautiful face” just fuckin rip me into pieces! It just sucks reading the same lines he used on her and remembering when he told me them too cause how am I supposed to feel special when it’s all been rehearsed before :(
But I just gotta get over it cause he’s mine now and he’s staying mine forever. And even if he did constantly write how he loved her on her fb and shoot, there isn’t one paragraph on there that he took the time to write out like he does for me. Because he actually does love me and I actually make him feel different which gives him thoughts to admit. I may have seen a lot of “I love dee” or “good day with Stephanie” statuses, but I also saw a lot about how girls are whores and they all suck and how unhappy he was with all the drama. And it makes me feel good knowing that we are THAT FUCKING GOOD TOGETHER AND FOR EACH OTHER AND TO ONE ANOTHER that we dont cause any drama. Cause time spent fighting is time wasted that could be spent loving. Every argument ends in I love you, exactly as it should.
God damn I love this boy
He always drives me around whether it’s in my car or his, without me asking :)
When I hack a loogie he says “yum how’d that taste? Come make out with me please”
Anonymous asked: can chad come on her?
No me and chad already have a great spot he cums now, we can stick with that :)
Sometimes I swear my boyfriend is TOO FUCKIN SEXY!
Like god damnnnnn
